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It is a sin to cry in this mad mad world!

Isn't it? That's how you are badged right to have expressed your downsides and to break down? Oh, that person is cranky! Better not even invite a conversation with them! So on, and so forth!!!  It is so weird that when you want to be most understood that this world misunderstands you. You are screeching pain, exhaustion and tiredness and want to see if someone can hear you out, but all you get is gyan like "You are a sympathy seeker", "You do not have any value", "How so full of self pity are you?", "What a shame, it's waste of telling you anything", "you cannot take a stance", "you only sit and complain to see the world running away in front of you, but not do a thing about it", "It's like talking to a wall, when one does not stand up for themselves" ...  It might seem so true to anyone reading this and might even buy the fact that the person is in fact hungry for attention, but it is quite rare that

Splendid "Chandamama"

Nuvvila prati udayam, nannu kaanthimpachese vaadini poguduthu unte anandam tho vikasinchiponu, Mari deniki naa gundelo regenu alajade, AAA anoobhoothi sweekaristhu... Nuvvalla roju bhanuvu tho bolledanni muchetlu lo munigi theeruthunte, Suryasthamamu arpinche Vela, aakasamantha mirapa yerupuga maare vellallo, nenu udayisthunte, nee chupulu nanu taakavemo Ani, nenu pade tapana, neeku teliyachesedhi Ela... Manusu virigipoye kshnam lo, Nenu dobuchulade Vela, nannu vethiki patte chilipi prayatnallu phalinchina samayana, nee navvulo thilakinche, gunde savvadi Vinnapudu, nenu malli neekosomai janminchinanu Ani telsukunna Vella,  neeku teliyacheyaledha, Mana anubhandham, saasvatamayamaiundhani?

An overflowing mind!

It's been quite sometime since I've penned down to pour out my heart, well if you ask me what's been stopping me, you'll be surprised to know it's the gush of thoughts and brimming emotions! Funny, ne`? Hell yes, life brings you to such a crossroad where everything around is swirling like a lightning and you are standing. staring at the hustle, not sure where you have to go, grossly shunned by the noise of the mundane musings so much that life seems impossible to even breathe pleasantly at times... Phew! experienced it? What do you see? What have you done during these times? What showed you light through the tunnel? I seek answers!!! 

Emotions! Such fascinating stuff!

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Alarm on for 4:15 AM, Bags checked, Dresses ready, Canon gear fully charged and all set for a ride that was planned, yet continued to be in planning state! Ah! It was one of those honest stabs to break my claustrophobia, yeah hell lot of it, all through the preparation as well...  I could hear the holy hymn of my dear god, uh-oh, my alarm dude! from a distant, and woke up in a thud yelling, Oh gosh, It's time to go on and make the best of the Saturday! I sleep-text-ed my buddies to wake up from their cozy comforters and get going!  With the same hurl, I slammed the door of the restroom and got out in a minute, ready fully glam-sham!  Within a minute, all the excitement dearth down to a resentment and despair, for I could sense something is going to be seriously wrong, and yes I was right, I felt like hell from inside my abdomen!!! It was aching in my heart to let my friends acknowledge about the ‘to-be-happening’ trip being cancelled, yes, I again killed everyone’

The Petty Wish List

I wish I could be through all the fun and play, for I know this time will not come back. I wish I could drive away, for I can be places where I want to be. I wish I could express how I miss our good old times, for I have been cursing the changing times all this way long. I wish I was easily understood, then I need not have to prove myself each time. I wish I was not a pain for you, then you would pull me in wherever possible. I wish I was not so emotional, for I would not have to worry whatever my world is up to. I wish you could listen through the silence, for My love is very precious to be lost to cacophony. I wish I did not have a heart, for I need not worry about missing you. I wish you could understand my loneliness, then you would never have left my hand, and walk away… I wish I was your strength before being your weakness, then you would realize I’m there for you every second!... 

Who are we...?!!

We are Silly and Chirpy, hence we tend to speak with the silence of our heart... We are Childish and Frivolous, only to bring out the smile on your face... We are Strong and Bold, for we know there is immense support behind us... We are silent and calm at times, for we realize even subtle turbulence can tremor emotions... We also tend to give pain many a times, but we know that you are always patient to bear it and at the end of the day, we rely on you... We also commit mistakes, but ensure to convert them into beauty spots... We stand upright and always ready to tackle everything, for We know our Love can heal and deal everything! We are the WOMEN! Happy Women's Day!

Silent chords My heart plays.......

"Life is not only about how many Milestones you have achieved, It is about how many Smiles you have bought to the World around you, even while you were hurdling across one stone..... Life is not about how much you have understood, but it is about how much you made others realize the True Meaning of Love... Life is not about counting how many people you have loved, it is about nurturing each and every living creature you have interacted with.... Love is not just a feeling, it is the one and only thing that binds this universe..... And, a lovely soul does not need a day to celebrate, For, that very heart cherishes each and every moment, and cares to spread cheer around...!!!"